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Ok you know what really pisses me the fuck off.  It’s the stupid people out there threatening to shut down Walmart by Black Friday, just cause of the way Walmart hires and pays their people.

You people are so fucking STUPID.  You aren’t thinking about anyone but yourself and FUCK YOU.  You think you are so much BETTER then start your own fucking company up and start hiring people to work, BUT to threaten to SHUT DOWN a major company that gives people jobs to have money to pay their BILLS and to put FOOD on the TABLE for their kids and to put CLOTHES on these kids, and to KEEP A ROOF over their heads. IT is just FUCKING STUPID!!!

Trying to shut down a company cause of their paying methods or INFERIOR what ever the FUCK is just stupid!!! You are fucking putting people OUT OF WORK JUST BEFORE FUCKING CHRISTMAS and in TODAY’S FUCKING ECONOMY! You are STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!

We are already fucking in deep with UNEMPLOYMENT around the whole fucking USA cause of the government! And you want to shut down a company WHO ARE GIVING PEOPLE JOBS! A company that I know of DID NOT TAKE GOVERNMENT MONEY to keep a float.

Well wake your sorry excuse of asses UP and think of the BIG BIG FUCKING PICTURE HERE! Do you SERIOUSLY want to shut down a company that has JOBS while other companies DO NOT! DO YOU SERIOUSLY WANT MORE PEOPLE UNEMPLOYED AND UNABLE TO FEED THEIR KIDS AND ALL?

You fucking NEED TO THINK and YOU ARE NOT!  You better STOP and RETHINK what you are doing, in TODAY’S ECONOMY.  With the UNEMPLOYMENT the WORST it has been since the GREAT DEPRESSION.

THINK YOU DUMB ASSES THINK!

That is all and I feel better in posting this.  Pardon the language cause people that is ONE way to SERIOUSLY PISS ME THE FUCK OFF.  Especially when it deals with people and families that are struggling to keep a roof over their heads, food on the table and clothing on their back and their kids as well.   Also you are threatening to shut down a company who has places that PEOPLE CAN AFFORD to get food, prescriptions and all to people in areas where their is no other place to get this stuff.  THINK BEFORE YOU TRY to shut down a business that is giving people JOBS to pay their bills and food and clothing.

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Ahh much cooler weather has finally come upon us here in Colorado, and I’m enjoying it immensely.

Fall has sprung here in Colorado, as the day temps start to hover in the 60s and 70s, with the night temps hovering in the 40s and 50s.

Snow is already falling in the mountains at 11,000 ft or more, the trees are changing, even AFTER the really droughty summer we had.  We are getting lots of rain right now and storms :).  The weather has turned for the better thank goodness.

El Nino has finally kicked his sister out of our state and sent her off some where else, where I don’t care, I much prefer El Nino over La Nina any day.

This year has been the worst or I should say this past summer, has been the worst in the history of Colorado with all the fires that had been happening.  It’s been really bad for me, cause this year alone, has been the worst for me.  I’ve had to use my inhaler a lot this year cause of all the smoke and pollution and pollen and such in the air.  That has thankfully been washed out of the air for now, but we still have to worry about the smoke coming in from Idaho with that big fire or big fires up in that state.  I hope the potato farmers have weathered this year well.  I can’t say that about the other farmers around.  Man it’s been drought weather ALL over the USA in the midwest to the west and so forth and so on.  Florida I think has been pretty wet this year, but I doubt that has really replenished the waters down there, especially in the Everglades, but who knows with how the weather has been so screwy this year.

Anyways, thank goodness for the much better weather climate we’ve got and I’m going to enjoy it while I can, before the winter snows start to show.  We hope we have enough snow this winter to replenish all if not most of the water we’ve lost this past summer, but until then, we’ve just got to wait and see.

I hope everyone is appreciating mother nature and the weather that is thrown at them right now, cause we know all to well how precious that rain and such can be.  Enjoy and Happy Fall to all! Well to those here in the Northern Hemisphere anyways, while I think it’s like winter or spring in the southern hemisphere.  I don’t remember which LOL. Enjoy it while you can! 🙂

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If anyone has been paying attention to the news and has been hearing about the big fire happening here in Colorado, well there is some good news and some bad news.

The bad news first: It has burned over 43,000+ acres of land and is still not contained, except maybe at 10% and many evacuations has been called for in the area of the fire, which is thankfully to the north of us and sadly around or near Fort Collins.

The good news is: The fire has spread into a beetle dead tree area where all the trees have been killed off by beetles, and will now be burned to the ground and hopefully gotten rid of and will start new life without the beetle infestation that is killing thousands if not millions of our trees off over here in Colorado and ruining the beauty of the surrounding lands, hills and mountains.

The fire will hopefully be contained in the near future, but I doubt it will be too soon, cause once it hits that dead trees that’s fresh kindling for fires to break out in.  It also don’t help none that we’ve had two very dry winters and have entered into drought area, which will hopefully change this winter and we start getting more rain and snow and the likes.  We seriously need rain right now not storms that can throw off lightening and start up more fires.

I pray that we get some relief cause the air quality is very bad with all that smoke in the air and it causes issues with people who have breathing problems, that’s why I’ve got the windows and doors shut and the air conditioning going instead of letting in fresh air, cause the air isn’t fresh with all the pollen and smoke out there and my allergies and asthma would not be happy with me at all.

We are suppose to be getting rain/storm chances today and tomorrow and I think Saturday.  I’ll have to relook at the weather to make sure, but it’s a VERY LOW chance.  “Knock on Wood” I say and hope that we do get rain and relief from the summer heat and temps of 90+ degrees.

 

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You know it seriously sucks, when out of the blue you are suddenly depressed and don’t know what the hell caused it.

Well that happened to me just before midnight.  I got off the XBOX feeling like shit and I hadn’t done nothing to feel like it.

I think it dealt with a friend of mine friends that caused it.  They muted me and didn’t want to hear me talking to my friend while I was visiting with him on Minecraft, and not long after he left to go to the store for his mother to get something I was booted from the party.  I didn’t do nothing to these people ok.  Anyways it makes me feel like my friend doesn’t want to talk or anything to me now, but I know that isn’t true, but it still hurts when you went to talk to a person you hadn’t talked to in a while and get that done to you.  I guess that could have been where it started.

Then after getting off XBOX feeling depressed and on the verge of crying, I come into the bedroom and had to gently wake my man up to move over so I could be on the bed with him, and he decided to go into the living room and give me the bed.  I know he didn’t mean to do that and that he didn’t know that I was in a slightly depressed mood, but there has been a lot going on for us lately, with the car tag issues and getting lists and plans done for our vacation to visit my family in Arkansas and Illinois.

I just don’t know what he and I can do together any more really, and I’m beginning to wonder if I’m starting to smother him because I DO want to spend time with him doing things online or together.  I just don’t know what to do any more in that area.  I love him to death and I think my loving him to much is smothering and I can’t help that it winds up like that.  It sometimes makes me wonder if I should ever be involved in relationships if I wind up getting smothering and such.  That’s how I lost my first love, was because I was smothering him with love.  I try not to do it but it happens anyways and I hope I don’t lose the man I’m with now cause of the same thing.

Gah I SERIOUSLY hate feeling depressed and like I DONE something WRONG to feel like this and everything.  I just wish there was a way other then freaking prescription drugs to deal with it.

I mean the depression doesn’t happen often, but it just sneaks up on me out of the blue and I HATE IT!  I wish there was no such thing as depression, but thankfully with this depression, I’m not feeling suicidal like I was back in high school, but I’m still depressed and feeling useless and unwanted.  I know it will go away, but at this moment it’s just hanging right under the surface waiting to burst or explode out like a sleeping volcano that has finally decided to blow it’s top.

Depression is such a pain in the ass and needs to go away, but we all already know that it never will go away cause it’s a part of our daily lives here on this planet in our world and has been there for Lord knows how long, so we can’t escape it even if we try. *sighs*

Well I do feel a little better getting this off my chest and out of my mind, maybe I’ll feel much better after I rest and wake up in the morning.  I’m going to go back and do a few more cryptograms and then call it quits for the night.  Have a good night, good day, good evening, good afternoon or good morning, where ever you live out there in our world.

 

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OK I’m lying here in the bed, and started thinking I needed to post something since it had been awhile.

This all started about oh I’d say 4 hours or so ago.  I’ll start from the beginning.

I got offline with my sissy and bro after playing a few hours or so on Wizard101.  I was getting really foggy brained.  I decided to go take a nap, and woke up about an hour later actually feeling much better and clear minded.

Then I got on XBOX for a while and played on MineCraft and discovered that my very first world I created on there was actually pretty awesome in looks.  I discovered many more areas, one with twin waterfalls and others with a nice sized desert and the likes, I also discovered that not far from my little tree farm there were a couple of lava pits on the surface, which we usually find underground.

Anyways, after showing it off to my better half, I decided to join up with a friend of mine on there in the group he was in and chatted, but apparently two of the people didn’t like my chatting and muted me. Oh well, I also was on my friends world in MineCraft for a little while before he had to go to the store, then his friends booted me from the party after he went afk, and after that got on and played a little bit of MW3 before just shutting down the game and XBOX, then out of the blue Depression decides to hit me.

I have no clue what trigged the depression, but I decided to come into the bedroom, and I told my man he didn’t have to leave the bed, but he did anyways and that even made it worse.  I’m wondering if it was the way I was treated when my friends, friends decided they didn’t want to hear me talking or want me in their party, but who the hell knows, I sure don’t.

As I was saying, I came into the bedroom and decided to do some Cryptograms, and they helped for a while, but the depression was still there just under the surface making me just want to break down and cry, I think I did cry a little, but I stopped and started thinking that I needed to get on and post something and maybe that will help me, so here I am posting like I said I would, after waiting a couple of hours for my little netbook here to update and all.

We also had to delete a program from the computer cause it was interferring with Java Update, and come to find out the program that was running actually shutdown just this past June 1st and it was the zumodrive thingy, so we removed it.

Anyways, I’ll be posting more and I do feel a little better but I think the next post might just make me feel much better.

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Well as my sissy posted, big bro graduated with honors yesterday and at the age of 46! I’m very proud of him, so I bought him a small graduation gift that I know will be used.  I got him a Wizard101 card, as well as sissy :).

I figured both of them needed something that we all would use, so I bought two of them.  Use them well, which I know they will :).

Congrats Bro! For graduating and now going after your Masters.  I wasn’t feeling so great so I didn’t go, but sissy and mom were there along with Sean, one of sissy’s kids.  I went to visit them yesterday after we picked up bro to take him to Wal-Mart and the likes, for he is staying the weekend with sissy.

I hate feeling tired and my stomach giving me issues, but thankfully today I’m feeling much much better.  I was in bed by 2 something this morning and was fully passed out by the time my man came to bed.  It’s amazing what a good nights rest can do for you  :).

 

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You know I don’t do much but sit in front of this computer most days or sleeping in late, but what ever it is I’m burning off calories and weight.  I do however get up and down to cook something or get something to drink or go down the hall to the bathroom, and also I am moving around a lot, dancing in my seat or doing something to music, and I do understand that even if you are just sitting in one place and are swinging your leg or tapping the foot that you are still burning of calories and weight that way as well.  It also depends on what you eat and drink and what vitamins and the likes you take as well.

I’m definitely going to keep doing what I’m doing with taking my cinnamon and my super b-complex, cause one helps the blood sugar, while the other is helping me lose weight.  I’m now down to 309 and I’m loving losing this weight.  I want to keep losing it so that I can get out of being diabetic and feeling good about myself.  I’ve lost a lot of weight in the 4 and a half years I’ve been here in Denver.  I was to the point on weight that not even a weight scale could read and would error out cause I was above the 330 mark in weight.  Now I can use a scale again :).  I’m so happy with what ever I’m doing and I hope to keep on doing it.

I also love myself, though there are times I seriously hate myself for allowing myself to get in this situation in the first place. I just hope that I can continue on with what ever it is I’m doing when I finally get down to that idea weight for one that is of my height of 5’3″ and I’m a large framed or boned female.  Hopefully also in the near future I’ll be able to get back to cooking so that I know for sure what carbs that my fiancee and I are eating, but until then, I’ve just got to be ultra careful with the fast food I order for him to bring home.

Yes I will still break my carbs and splurge from time to time, like get an ice cream or even a piece of pie and the likes, but it doesn’t happen all the time.  I pretty much know when my body tells me I’ve had enough carbs that I will order a salad, a fruit bowl and some meat and the likes for my supper for him to bring home.  Which reminds me, I think I’ll go with some Chick-Fil-A for supper tonight and another salad and fruit bowl :).

 

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